Tuesday, March 13, 2012

"Feeling Blue" by Joe D' Mango



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There are times in our lives when we are swept over by raging emotions, times when we are overwhelmed by sadness, overcome by misery, times when we feel that we are loved only for the worth others could get from us and not for who really are. It is natural to feel this way.

Sometimes we all need to be alone, to feel blue, to feel lonely, to listen to a song and cry. Then we ask ourselves, why does the song have to end? Why do we have to cry when love is taken away from us? Why does it have to hurt when we let go of someone we love?

In a relationship we treasure, the hardest thing is to do is saying goodbye and setting someone free. For every last embrace, a part of us dies. Every tear drop that falls washes away our hope. Then, we are left with nothing but pain and bitter memories because we have lost love but never knew how and will probably never know why.

We try to get away, but every move we make somehow has its way of reminding us of our past all over again. Every turn of our head and every blink of an eye remind us of love, lost in eternity, and it makes us wonder how one person can make us feel so empty, so alone, and so desolate.

Every song, no matter how beautiful it is, will have to end on it’s last note. Like every day has its night. All that has started will have to end on its own time. It is in inevitability that we cannot restrain something that we cannot control, and just a fact that we have to accept and live up with.

Let us remember that our lives does not have to end where our heartaches begin. Somewhere, someone will come along and sing us his song of love. Someday, someone will fill our lives with joy and happiness. Somehow, we will find love again, and it will wipe away out tears and bring us the promise of a new life, a new hope and a beautiful beginning.

"Tragedy of Love" by Joe D' Mango



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They say that only time can heal the wounds of a broken heart. That time makes it easier to accept the loss of the people we love. It is a chain that all of us go through – falling in love, getting hurt and vowing not to love again, promising not to love again, and becoming miserable all our lives. It isn’t easy getting up on our feet after a crippling fall, but there is just no other way but to stand up and move on.

Nobody wants to become unhappy all his life. All of us know how love can bring magic into our lives. Have you ever realized how good it felt, waking up in the morning, knowing that somewhere out there, there’s a person who’s also thinking of you and feels exactly the way you do? Doesn’t it feel good looking forward to being with that warm sparkling glow in each of us?

Love brings us on the top of the world that we can conquer just about any obstacle that may come along our way. It is a great feeling love is. There’s probably nothing else in this world that can compare to this. There may be many of us who feel that love has passed us by, and finding someone we can share our lives with seems to be such a remote possibility. We watch stranger go by as time swiftly drifts away from us.

We may be in control of our lives but we feel somewhat helpless in out relationships. There is nothing permanent in this world, and not even those we cherish will be with us forever. There is no guarantee that comes with loving. It is always a risk getting involved with someone. But it is a risk that we have to take if we want to find real happiness; for there is no gain without pain. There is no permanence without commitment, and there is no lasting love without constant sacrifice.

The tragedy of love is in getting hurt. The tragedy of getting hurt is not wanting to love again, and the tragedy of not wanting love again is in being alone all of our lives. If it is what we want to be, then we could just stay in our shell and be miserably forgotten. But if it is love we choose, then there’s a promise of a new life, the joy in being able to share that life with someone, and the hope of finding something beautiful and keeping it forever.

"Echoes of Our Hearts" by Joe D' Mango


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Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times that we love so much that we lose ourselves in our own emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end we find ourselves where we started. We cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been. Silent, mysterious, and deeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever. That love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it lasts and then freely open our hearts when it's time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don't want that feeling to end for it is everything that we are and everything we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn't, then we should never let our lives be taken by it for life should not end where heartaches begin. There's always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever, let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart for love will have to set its wings free and find a place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling resounding silently forever then we'll know that it has never left us for the good we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful and happy not because we have lost love but because for once in our lives that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

"The Dance of Life" by Joe D' Mango



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There were two hearts that met in a dance.  That moment was magical.  There was a sweet song playing, there was harmony…and soon…love in the air.  They fell in love and started building castles I their dreams and promised forever with all certainty.  But, somewhere, in the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance, something went wrong, but they can never do anything.  They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart.  There were so many questions…but no one had an answer.

Then the music stopped…and there was silence…

 When we truly loved someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intention.  But sometimes, that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason.  That someone must have loved us, but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt.

Now, we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting.  We have burdened ourselves long enough, but we still can’t get out of this emotional trap.  Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love…the more painful letting go will become…  

Sometimes, we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all…for he will always be there…no matter how we drive him away…It isn’t his presence that make this difficult.  It is our stubbornness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible.  We keep a cold face but deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation.  Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.  These thoughts give us hope… but also breed the seeds of loneliness and despair.

The only way to forget is to accept…and the only way to move on is to look ahead…and let the footprints of the past…be blown by the wind of time…only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life…and hopefully…never get lost again…

Monday, February 27, 2012

Bored??? Stress??? Lonely??? are you a music lover???

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it will automatically play... IF NOT then maybe you need to download a flash player (here) and/or a java (here), or maybe there's a problem with your audio/sound system...

FYI, these are the songs that i like to listen to especially when i feel bored or i feel lonely (emo)... if your a music lover then i guess we don't have any problem when it comes to other languages because I've included some of my favorite k-pop songs that are totally cool to listen to... "Music has no language barrier"

some of the songs might not play but don't worry just click the next button so it'll continue playing... i'll fix some of it asap..

i'll be updating these from time to time cause new songs are being produce every day so stay tuned.. hope you like it and enjoy!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Girls' Generation (SNSD): how I fell in love with them....

The 9 angels --- Girls' Generation!!!

It’s been a long time since I open and used my blog… whew! Well actually, I’ve been busy most of the time… really! ^_^ Ahmmmm… last time I wrote about my best k-pop idol which is Kim Heechul, from Super Junior, but right now I’ll be talking about another k-pop group… It’s very exciting to know that there are really a lot of idol groups in Korea but only few of them are recognize worldwide… one of them are my favorite  Super Junior…  but there is actually this another group that I was a bit curious about and after researching more about them you can’t help but like and love them... I mean you’ll really SUPER love them… I’m talking about the girl group So Nyuh Shi Dae or better known as Girls’ Generation.

Let me tell you the story of how I met them… It’s a bit tragic actually T_T… Remember I told you of how I met the Super Junior? I met them last October 2010 right? Since then, I really never gave myself a chance to like and admire other k-pop group. I was totally pre-occupied with Super Junior (SuJu) most of the time that other k-pop groups doesn’t exist for me... ^_^... hmmmmm... Anyways, it’s because of SuJu that I came to know about these girl group Girls’ Generation (SNSD). I never really like these girls honestly. I mean I really didn't like them at all (before). Why??? Well because of the award "thing" where they won the 25th Golden Disk Award against SuJu… Hayzzz! I was really frustrated and upset during that time that every time I hear something or anything related to SNSD I would totally freak out… I’m really sorry girls... =( I was really being stupid at that time… Hmmmmm… Let me get back on my story... Well, after that I get more annoyed with other k-pop idols especially SNSD… But one day, just out of curiosity, I tried searching them on the net just to see of how great really these girls are... At first, I didn’t read any articles about them because I’m not really interested in them during that time so I only searched for their pictures and wallpapers. When I saw their pictures for the first time, the first thing that came to my mind was this: “hayzz! just an ordinary group, there’s nothing special about them at all…” and then I saw YoonA. I was familiar with YonnA because I always saw her in Super Juniors’ music videos. Honestly, Yonna was really very pretty and I find Seohyun somewhat attractive also. But because I hate their group (before) and I only want to be loyal to SuJu, I suppressed my feelings and focused my attention more to SuJu… Hahahahaha ^_^… It’s really funny how things turned out… Just this June 2011, I was watching some videos of Super Junior in youtube when I saw Yonna’s face in this other video… out of curiosity again I opened that certain video and watched it… It was an episode of a show entitled “Girls Goes To School”… While I was watching it I didn’t realized that I was already enjoying it… So I started watching it from the very first episode to the last… and then I saw another video of them and this time it was another show entitled “Factory Girls”… Within just one day I finished watching that 2 shows non-stop and I realized that they are not really that bad after all… They are just this group of girls who want to reach their dreams… And from then on I really admired them so much… So I started searching about them on the net – their history as a group, the members, their song, each of their background, etc – then I looked for their other shows on youtube and I came across with “Hello Baby” and “Horror Movie Factory” (these shows are really funny!)… Later on, after 3 days of non-stop searching on them online and knowing them deeper one by one I fell in love with them, as in SUPER in-love! The member who really captured me wholly (heart, body and soul) was Tiffany… She was just so lovely and sweet… and then there was Taeyeon… Her voice is no joke; it was like listening to an angel… Hayzzzz! I don’t know how to express myself right now… I’m just totally and completely crazy with them… I can’t imagine myself every time I recall those times when I first heard of them and saw them… I was really stupid and pathetic for hating them before… T_T

Now that you’ve heard my story, I want you to know that these girls are really special to me right now… Just like how I wanted you to know more about Super Junior, I also wanted you to know more of these lovely girls… Not just know them but deeply know them… I know there are a lot of anti-fans out there who hates these lovely 9 girls but I want you to try to be considerate to them… I’ve read some of the stories that anti-fans had made and it really breaks my heart when they talk shit, lies and crap about these girls… I know I was once those who hate these girls, but I never talked shit, lies and crap about them… Meeting and knowing Girls’ Generation is the best and the greatest thing that ever happened to my life… Just like when I came to know Kim Heechul and the Super Junior… If you’re going to let me choose which among these 2 groups I like most, I really can’t answer you anything since I can’t be totally complete if the other group is missing… hahahaha… If you really want to know and see more about these lovely girls here are the lists of links where you’ll know them better:


'Girls Goes To School', 'Factory Girls', 'School of Rock', and more - Note: GGTS is 'girls goes to school' and FG is 'factory girls'

credits to soshified for the subbed videos: www.soshified.com

I promise you, you’ll love these girls the moment you get to know them… If you’re not a fan, just be open-minded and know them first before you judge them… hihihihi ^_^ 


Update: I really can't get enough of them right now!!! ^_^

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Super Junior's Kim Heechul

Biography of Kim Heechul


Korean name : Kim Hee-Chul
Date of birth : July 10, 1983
Place of birth : Gangwon Hoengseong, Korea
Family members : Mother, Father and Sister
Zodiac : Cancer
Blood Type : AB
Height : 179CM
Weight : 60KG
Hobby : writing poetry, fairy tales, reading comic, computer games, Internet and the costumes minihompy
Interesting about Heechul : Feelings and his Image
Favorite colour : Red, Pink and Black
Favorite food : Korean Cuisine and Fried Rice
Type of favorite movie : Horror and Comedy
Motto : You are You, I am I
Debut Experience : 2002 Starlight Casting System Casting Competition
TV Dramas and Movies :
        2005 : Loveholic, Sharp 2
        2006 : Bad Family
        2005 - 2006 : Rainbow Romance
        2008 : Golden Bride, Good Daddy, Attack on the Pin-up Boys
        2009 : TaeHee HyeGyo JiHyun, I Love You Ten Million Times


Trivia :
  • He called himself 'Cinderella'
  • He always ask other members to do things for him
  • Have four cats
  • His favorite music is sad song. He even dance to this type of song
  • When asked bout his ideal type, he answered "Trying to find a woman who is your type is quite ridiculous. The person you truly like is your ideal type. I didn't realize that."
  • Heechul got his first kiss from his ex-girlfriend before debut
  • He didn't scare to kiss guys
  • He can not seem to be drunk although he want it
  • Heechul's first drinking alcohol is in junior high
  • He does not like the fact that he is growing up
  • He used to change clothes under his blanket because he thinks that maybe someone could be looking at him
  • He wants two kids
  • He is a very deep and sensitive person
  • He believes that no one should smoke
  • He does not pay his cellphone, it goes to his parents
  • Heechul was smart and at the top of his class when he is kid
  • He is in subgroup Super Junior T
  • His best friend is Lee Hong Ki from FT. Island
  • Has a driver license
  • He named his own fans as petals
  • He is funny person
 For other SuJu members biography visit:  http://sujuandelfisone.blogspot.com/




i love this pose...


fits for the name 'Cinderella'


i love it when he does his "thing"...


he is more than a woman...


i like it when he color his hair with white..


in 2nd place of the latest 2010 top 100 handsome men in Asia..


he's prettier when he wears a ponytail....



I barely don't know this guy until last October 5, 2010. I've heard of the Super Junior before but I never like them.. at first.. because I don't even understand what they're singing and they're kinda gay... But when I started listening to their songs and watched some of their music videos, damn! their cool! their hot! their kinda weird and its all because of Mr. Kim Heechul.. His personality is so damn strong that I instantly fall for him.. whew! He's so funny, so weird and very unpredictable and I like it when he does his "gay thing" though I know HE IS NOT GAY. I've been watching most of their videos lately and their all funny. I love their show "Full House" and I love their songs - its simple - though I don't understand it, I know the meaning is meaningful.. ^_^.. I don't know how would I say this but I suggest you try watching some of heechul's videos in youtube and for sure (I know) you'll like him. He's not your typical guy. I know some of you would contradict to what I say but try to.. you know.. I just can't explain it..hmmmmmmmmmmmm... try to watch the following vids:


All about Kim Heechul
Why We Love Heenim
Heechul's hairstyle
SuJu Full House
Warm hearted heechul
When Heechul cried
Latest News about Kim Heechul
Suju Concert
About Super Junior 1/9
About Super Junior 2/9
About Super Junior 3/9
About Super Junior 4/9
About Super Junior 5/9
About Super Junior 6/9
About Super Junior 7/9
About Super Junior 8/9
About Super Junior 9/9


If you want to see more watch it on youtube.. Promise they're all nice..and you won't regret it.. starting to like and love heechul is WORTH it..